Frustration (Loving my Enemies)

I prayed for you
even when all I wanted to do was curse you
I begged for forgiveness from my God
after feeling hatred against you
I prayed for my father
one of the most Godly men I know
I prayed for you
after you snubbed his loyalty
I prayed for myself
when I questioned God about His will in all of this
I prayed for my father
who, despite everything, was the better man
I prayed for you
when I cast Satan out from the deeds done
I desperately pleaded to my Lord
as I wept in grief uncontrollably
I thanked my God
for the strength of character I see in my Dad
I prayed for you
even as my tender heart broke
I repented with Him
for all the things I felt and said about you
I prayed for my father
knowing that his future will be brighter
I prayed for you
wondering why you did what you did
I asked the great Healer
to mend and bind my wounds
I pleaded for my Dad
for the Lord's guidance, blessings, and comfort in his life
I prayed for you
asking the Lord to teach me to love you anyways.

by Tamara Money
© TRM 2006

referencing this
~see the GSK drama